When I talk to a person a bit too excessively, I begin to feel like a bother. It seems that their replies are dull and disinterested in what I have to say. I feel this awkward tension between us. I talk to them less and less, and sometimes I try to avoid them. I feel like I’m always the one to break a friendship, whether or not it was close. I don’t know why I always do this. It’s the worst habit in me.
